Dedication
Dedication to something you devote your entire life to achieve, make sacrifices. It takes you on a journey that nothing could have prepared you for. My model, Jan-Hendrik Janse van Rensburg explains this so clearly. Please read his message: At the end this post will not nearly explain what this journey brought to life to achieving this end result, but I can try my best to explain how it is to push yourself past limits you did not know you had! Working for this from the time you open your eyes till you close them again at night, preparing meal after meal day in and day out constantly managing your time perfectly to make every second count, thinking constantly every single minute, hour and day about those 10 minutes that is given and all that is given. Constantly resisting the temptations that this world exists out of, food, lazy rainy days, public holidays, sick days, days when there is a dinner party, movie nights, big events where everyone is going to enjoy, days when personal shit makes you so negative, days when you have zero energy and you still have to train as hard as you should, days when your so frustrated and tired but still have to put on your best smile and do what you have to, days when people gives you so much negativity and complaints, the times you doubt yourself over and over and sometimes just want to stop with the never-ending punishment your body and mind goes through!! But the second I walked off that stage and new I won myself, my biggest opponent has been defeated and at that moment I new I never gave up on myself, I did not let myself down, I never stopped fighting against it! I never once let this world bring me down to its level, I managed, resisted and pushed on! This is a lifestyle that pushes you every second of every day, this in not part time or now and then, this is constant and never ending! So that is why if one can achieve this you will know that you have achieved something amazing, something that only some can achieve and this way of thinking and living can in every way better your life!!! So lets put it this way "nothing worthwhile in life come easy, nothing!!!" the harder you work the more different you are, and like Arnold said "I hate being normal" Lastly I just always had enough strength to complete this journey and if I didn't believe I would not have known where it came from, so thank you Lord for the strength you gave me everyday to complete this!